I'm back!

Sorry..

Hi guys!

I'm sorry that I haven't wrote anything in a while, I have been super busy with college.
I have just completed my practical aspect of my Drama A Level and that has taken up so much of my time.
That's out of the way now so I have a little extra time, I will be writing some more blog post's and hopefully recording some new video's for my YouTube channel.
This month I have a couple of brand deal posts that will be coming up very soon, I am also attending a few concerts and I am thinking about reviewing them? If that is something people would be interested in reading.

I have lot's of ideas on where I want this blogging to go and things I want to cover on here, however if there is anything that you want me to do, review a product - of any sorts or anything like that then let me know in a comment below and I shall see what I can do.

I know this has been short but I just wanted to let you know that I am back and doing more on here.

Thank you,
Sophs xo

My Current Favourite Makeup Look

Makeup look - January 2016

This month (so far) I have been loving doing my makeup, mainly this one look. I thought I would share it on my blog.

Makeup used:

Base:

Primer - NARS - Pro-Prime, Multi-Protect Primer.

Foundation - NARS - All Day Luminous, Weightless Foundation in 'Mont Blanc'.

Concealer - NARS - Radiant Creamy Concealer in 'Chantilly'.

Bronzer - Sleek - Bronze Block in 'Light'

Highlight - Sleek - Precious Metals Pallet, a mix of 'Platinum' and 'Royal Gold'

Eyes & Eyebrows:

Eyeshadow - Makeup Revolution 'Welcome to Pleasuredome' Pallet

                    - Applied all over is the 'Pleasure Dome' shade  

                    - In the crease is a mix off 'Where Lover's Roam' and 'Moving A Million Miles an hour'.

                    - I blended that out with 'Moving On'

                    - I then applied 'Xanadu' on my lid and blended that all in.

Eyebrows - Sleek - Brow Kit in 'Light'

                   - Rimmel London - Brow This Way, styling gel in 001 Blonde

                   - Makeup Revolution 'Pleasure Dome' eyeshadow as a highlight.

Eyeliner and Eyelashes - Sleek - Eyeliner Dip It in 'Black'

                   - Rimmel London - Scandaleyes extreme in 'Black'

Lips - GOSH Cosmetics - Velvet touch Lipliner - waterproof in '006 Angel Kiss'

                                       - Velvet touch Lipliner - waterproof in '007 Pleasure'

       - Rimmel London - Provocalips 16hr Lip Colour in '730 Make Your Move'

Here are some photo's of my favourite look, I hope you liked this. I might review some of these products too.

Thank you,
Sophs x

a poem of thoughts

A journey...

This train of thought I seem to ride,
leaving the stations of my mind.
As the cogs begin to turn,
these announcements can be overheard;
"Thank you for travelling with us today,
but the journey to happiness has been delayed.
for there is a fork in the tracks,
it's a one way journey
and there is no going back.
Calling at stations unknown to us yet
and the time of arrival has not been set.
We apologise for any inconvenience caused,
for moments passed and feelings lost.
we hope to see you once again,
on this mindless thinking train."
I'm stuck in the middle of no where,
no signal, no money, no one to care.
my feet begin to guide me away,
to a place in the distance,
oh so far away.
It's a long, hard journey
on a beaten track,
dust and dirt consume me;
there's no going back.
I'm now surrounded by people,
the generous and caring of sorts.
I am cared for and wanted.
Now they have got me to being me again.
They send me off on my way,
back on the tracks for another day.
The pain seems worthwhile,
who knew a little bit of love was all I needed to smile.


a poem I had a little help with from a few friends, I hope you enjoy and I'll see you soon.
Sophs x

Life choices, time for me to open up..

14:21

I'm sat on my third train of the day, heading home.. luckily this is my last of the day.

I 'm sitting quietly in the corner, headphones in listening to some of my favourite music, watching the world passing by me with not a care for what I am doing. It makes me realise that time can go so quickly and it's your decision on what to do with it, I mean I could probably be planning some sort of project to solve world hunger or something like that or I could simply be reading a book, both of these are some form of escapism for me. If I feel like I need to get away from the world for a bit I will indulge myself into a book, to see another world or to be another person. If I feel like I am taking my life for granted I will think of ways to help those less fortunate than me.

Currently I feel like I shouldn't be left with my own thoughts so here I am expressing them onto my Blog.

Over the past few day's I've decided to cut a few people out of my life, for various reason's that I won't get into. However, I have also fallen out with a friend whom I have know the majority of my life all because I got annoyed at someone else and used her against them, incidentally hurting my friend.. I regret it but I feel like she won't believe me, I was in a bad place and hurt her feelings because I couldn't face up to myself.

I have decided I am going to talk to her and try to sort this out, I need to explain to her that what I said wasn't what I meant and that this other person just angered me that much that I went for the petty route of not saying my true feelings, when I should have rationally explained myself.

I have decided that this year, I am going to explain how I feel more rather than dismissing things and working myself up over it and then if the person doesn't like how I feel then that's their problem not mine and they can choose to not associate themselves with me.

That's all I have for now,

until later

Sophs x

2016... The year that I am meant to grow up..

Another year is here, how did you bring in the new year? Mine was spent drinking too much wine in a short space of time, having thrown up all over myself before it was even 10pm.. which resulted in my friend Ellie washing me down and getting me dressed into pj's. I then continued to cry, scream and rant about everything wrong with my life. (I happen to not remember any of that) I do remember however that on the count down to midnight/2016 I was sobbing my eyes out then at the strike of midnight popped a party popper and smiled, then once again went back to sobbing. Let's just say that NYE was an eventful night that I'd very much like for it to never happen again..

This year I turn 18... in less than a month as a matter of fact, I should probably know what I am going to do once I finish college in June but currently I am clueless. So I guess this year for me will be a year of trying to find myself and what I want to do for the rest of my life, but currently I just want to be like Peter Pan and to never grow up. I have decided to set myself some goals for this year, ones that are actually realistic and I will make sure I can get them done, if not at least on track to be done.

Goals for the year:

• Travel to see my friends that live in different parts of the country.
• To get better
• To get a job
• To study more
• To be more creative
• To stand up for myself more.
• To tell people my true feelings
• To raise money for charity in honour of Rhi
• Make new friends.
• Go on holidays as much as possible
• To appreciate things more
• Decide what to do in life...

Last year wasn't the best year, I lost one of my best friends and discovered that life is short, too short for my liking and maybe that's why I don't want to grow up but I guess I have to and I want to make the most out of my life by doing what I can for others, I want to be less selfish and help out those less fortunate than I. I am determined to make this year better and to make the most of every moment. I want to document moments, that mean a lot to me in places.. that's why I have set up this blog, I also have a YouTube too that will also have my life documented on.. click here for that: My YouTube Channel 

That's all I have to say for this moment,

I hope you have a great year,

Sophs x

Introducing Me..

Hai!

I'm Sophs, not Sophie.. I don't like it ahha.. I've decided I'm going to start a Blog.. yeah I'm one of those girls ok?
I just thought I'd introduce myself a little...

So here we go;

• My full name is Sophie Christine Parker.
• My birthday is January 26th 1998
• I have blue eyes
• I have short light brown/blonde hair
• I wear glasses
• I am 5ft9 (and a bit)
• I am addicted to Music and going to concerts
• I love reading loads
• I love watching films
• I consider myself to be a creative person
• I love to travel
• I am in love with Lush products and everything about them.
• I prefer summer to winter
• I want to go into Events Management or Holiday Entertainment.
• I love to make new friends.
• I want to do my family and friends proud.
• I love to do make up on myself and others.
• I used to do Ballet, Gymnastics and Horse-riding and I wish I still did.
• I tend to forget things easily, so I want to document everything on here.

That's about it for now, but if you want to find out more about me then stay tuned on here and I'll see you very soon with a new Blog post!

Thank you,

Sophs x