Another year is here, how did you bring in the new year? Mine was spent drinking too much wine in a short space of time, having thrown up all over myself before it was even 10pm.. which resulted in my friend Ellie washing me down and getting me dressed into pj's. I then continued to cry, scream and rant about everything wrong with my life. (I happen to not remember any of that) I do remember however that on the count down to midnight/2016 I was sobbing my eyes out then at the strike of midnight popped a party popper and smiled, then once again went back to sobbing. Let's just say that NYE was an eventful night that I'd very much like for it to never happen again..
This year I turn 18... in less than a month as a matter of fact, I should probably know what I am going to do once I finish college in June but currently I am clueless. So I guess this year for me will be a year of trying to find myself and what I want to do for the rest of my life, but currently I just want to be like Peter Pan and to never grow up. I have decided to set myself some goals for this year, ones that are actually realistic and I will make sure I can get them done, if not at least on track to be done.
Goals for the year:
- Travel to see my friends that live in different parts of the country.
- To get better
- To get a job
- To study more
- To be more creative
- To stand up for myself more.
- To tell people my true feelings
- To raise money for charity in honour of Rhi
- Make new friends.
- Go on holidays as much as possible
- To appreciate things more
- Decide what to do in life...
Last year wasn't the best year, I lost one of my best friends and discovered that life is short, too short for my liking and maybe that's why I don't want to grow up but I guess I have to and I want to make the most out of my life by doing what I can for others, I want to be less selfish and help out those less fortunate than I. I am determined to make this year better and to make the most of every moment. I want to document moments, that mean a lot to me in places.. that's why I have set up this blog, I also have a YouTube too that will also have my life documented on.. click here for that: My YouTube Channel
That's all I have to say for this moment,
I hope you have a great year,
Sophs x
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